Hope For Justice

This is a video posted by a friend in the UK that we felt to repost. Justice.

Hope For Every Girl (Anti-Slavery Day) from Hopeforjustice on Vimeo.

Catalyst Youth Rally

Hey everyone.  

We just wanted to give you all the heads up that we will be doing worship at the catalyst youth rally next week on Friday October 26, 2012 at 7:00pm.  The event will be at Advent Lutheran Church in Toronto.  If your a youth leader bring out your youth for a great night of empowering.  

Spiritual Pregnancy

The process of having a baby has got to be the most amazing journey that someone can take.  My wife and I have only 2 months until things become completely different from what we now know and every step of the way I can't help but be reminded of how spiritual pregnancy is much the same.  It is so unbelievable to think that my baby is not even born and yet God has found things to teach me through this little one.

I never quite understood at times what was going on in the Spirit, in regards to our personal life, until we found out we were pregnant.  All of a sudden some things started to make more sense, we were spiritually pregnant.  If you have never been expecting a baby before then let me fill you in on some of the journey we have been on that has made some sense of our spiritual journey.

As excited as you are to meet your baby, you still have to wait 9 months.  When we dream with God and He reveals things to us it is so exciting that we feel we can jump to the moon.  That feeling of excitement is good and ok to feel but it is also important to understand that what God showed you might not happen right away.  Just like a baby in the womb those 9 months are so so so important because in those 9 months that baby develops from the size of a poppy seed to the size of a watermelon.  And you can't rush it.  You have to wait.  This leads me into the next stage that follows the initial excitement.

After finding out you are having a baby you expect things to totally change over night and for the outward manifestations to match the joy inside.  I thought that I would literally watch my wife's belly grow as I stared at it.  But guess what?  No matter how hard I stared I didn't see it grow.  At times it felt as though nothing was even happening.  It was a faith season.  You will find that following a season of great revelation over the future and destiny there comes a season of faith.  You may not see the belly growing yet but you believe that there is a baby in there.  The faith season is such an important season because you are going totally on what was told to you.  

John 20:29 'Jesus said to him, Because you have seen Me, Thomas, do you now believe (trust, have faith)? Blessed and happy and ^[a]to be envied are those who have never seen Me and yet have believedand adhered to and trusted and relied on Me.'

One of the craziest moments for me was when I first heard my baby's heartbeat.  There is nothing that can describe that feeling.  I was overjoyed and excited.  And while I listened something really funny came into my head, 'There really is a baby in there'.  I had the same thing happen to me at our ultrasound.  Coming out of the faith season you begin to see what was always and already is real begin to manifest to your senses.  Its a lot like a movie trailer, a preview/glimpse of what is coming soon.  When what we have been believing for begins to manifest itself to our senses it creates an atmosphere of excitement for the fullness of it to come forth.  Its a lot like the children of Israel being promised the promise land, then walking through years of the dessert, then finally seeing it, then possessing it.  

When you've gotten this point in the pregnancy you get almost nervous because the baby is coming so soon and you have to get things ready for the arrival.  This is the next step.  We must begin to prepare everything for the arrival of the baby.  For the arrival of the promise.  Much like John The Baptist came to prepare the way for Jesus there are certain things that need to be done before the birth of the spiritual promise, personally in your own life as well as practical.  When that baby comes they need a place to 'lay their head', they need clothes, food, blankets and the list goes on.  And when that promise comes forth you need to guard it and take care of it.  Joseph and Mary were entrusted with this responsibility of carrying Jesus in the womb, preparing a place and raising Him.  In the same way you are entrusted to carry this spiritual baby and to see to it that it is carried to full term and protected. 

As we near the final stages in the natural we do so with arms wide open ready to receive the gift that is promised.  Each step of the way is a glimpse into something beautiful and breath taking.  We take each step with care so that we miss not one thing.  May you enjoy not just the birth of the promise but the process that it takes to get there. 

Blessings!

Heart

In and out.  In and out.  In and out.  People coming in and going out.  The doors of Starbucks never seem to receive a break and I wonder how much longer the door can take before it simply falls off the hinges.  With each person that comes in I wonder what their story is.  And for each person going out I ponder my own story.  This is the life of a wild heart stuck inside a western body.  It's not that there is no room for a wild heart in the West, because it is needed, it's more that there's no room for the West in the wild heart.  This is the point of conflict that all face but few overcome.  This has been my conflict.

Albert Schweitzer said, "the tragedy of life is what dies inside a man while he lives".  To come face to face with your own heart in this day and age takes extreme honesty.  To walk out the findings of your own heart takes courage.  But the Man who never encounters his own heart is like a book with no beginning, only an ending.

Time Lapse

My brother in law showed us this the other day and we felt to put it up on our blog. There is something very powerful about the beauty of creation. This video is a time lapse of a satellite going around earth.

Garden

God never ceases to amaze me, never.  You know those amazing God moments that you think can never be topped but then they get topped.  I feel like this is my life.  Every new day I wake up and step out the door into the Love of a Father that doesn't know how to love less.  At the peak of my amazement with this awesome Daddy is the fact that He cares about not only the big things in our life but also the little things.

My wife and I just recently purchased and moved into a house that was previously a rental house.  The house was in great condition and needed little work, with the exception of the yard and gardens.  2 weeks ago I decided that I wanted to get at those gardens and get them ready to be a thing of beauty.  The only thing is, is that plants aren't cheap and we didn't have a ton of money to go and buy plants.  With that in mind I did what any man would do, go ahead anyways and get the garden ready.  The end result was a beautifully edged garden with lots of dirt.  It was the most beautiful dirt I had ever seen.  But the next day the most amazing thing happened.  A friend of my wife's family called and asked if we wanted any plants because they are getting older and are getting rid of all their gardens because it is too much for them to take care of anymore.  We took a truck and dump trailer over to their house and filled them up with beautiful plants and planted them in our beautiful dirt and now we have a beautiful garden.  Simply Amazing.

A few days later my wife and I were on the phone with some spiritual parents and we were telling them what happened.  I told them, "All I had to do was get the garden ready", then it hit me.  God was not just blessing us with plants but teaching us something very special.  If we didn't have the garden ready then we would never have been able to receive the plants.  The whole thing sounds a lot like Noah's ark.  He was preparing for something that he could not yet see.  In fact he was preparing for something that had yet to been seen.  IT HAD NEVER RAINED BEFORE.  Noah's preparation was not an over night thing, it took years BUT if he had not taken those preparations then he would not have been ready for what was coming and he would have missed it.

Before Jesus could come, John the Baptist had to till the ground and prepare the way.  We also must till the ground in our lives and in whatever season we are in so that the ground will be good for the promises of the Spirit to grow.

Courage

I have been pondering the last couple of days what it means to be courageous. Simple enough question, right? You would think that there would be a simple enough answer. The question of courage is a subject that carries a weight and depth that in my own life, up until now, has been unexplored. If you would ask me if I were courageous, I would stand up, look you in the eyes and say a most definite "I think so". At the very depth of all of us there is something that wants to say "yes, I am courageous" but not 100% sure.

 This whole thought process about courage was stirred up in me by a quote from Kris Vallotton. He said, "You can always tell the size of a man by the size of the problem it takes to discourage him". The word that stood out to me in this quote was 'dis-courage'. Discouragement is the result of courage coming up against opposition and losing. I began to examine my own life to find myself easily discouraged in different areas. In other words I began to examine areas in my own life that lacked courage.

 I feel that my own personal view of courage, over the years of growing up until now, where molded and shaped by a hollywood heroic movie character that was never afraid of anything. I have never been so wrong. Courage is not the absence of fear but the ability to confront fear (and pain, danger, uncertainty, intimidation...) and stomp on over it. 4 times in the first chapter alone of the book of Joshua God speaks to Joshua and tells him to be courageous! Why? In Joshua 1:9 the Lord says to Joshua, "Have not I commanded thee? Be strong and of a good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed: for the Lord thy God is with thee whithersoever thou goest." BE NOT AFRAID, NEITHER BE THOU DISMAYED. God was en-COURAGING Joshua in the face of fear to rise above what he was afraid of and press on, in courage. Courage is found in the word encourage. God was encouraging Joshua and the word encourage means 'to inspire with courage, spirit or confidence'. 

Throughout time there have been countless historic figures that displayed lives of courage. In our house the walls are littered with pictures, posters and speeches of courageous men and women from the past. I never realized why I collected them or why I was drawn to them until recently. They were people who transcended the caste system of society. They were not perfect, dressed right or talked right. They felt fear, opposition and pain.  They were Courageous.

 We have been fooled into believing that courage is an easy road without fear or opposition. But the irony of it all is that without fear, opposition, pain, danger, uncertainty, intimidation etc. then there can be no courage, for courage is the very ability to face those things that face you and win. Never forget that God did not ask Joshua to be courageous, He commanded it. Let us take hold of our sling and stones and not just face our giants but RUN AT THEM!

Leper Mansion Project

That's My King!

Where Have We Been?

So, Its been a while since we have posted much of anything on this here blog. Many reasons have contributed to this but really the biggest reason of all is that we have not had much to say. When one doesn't have much to say then one should not try to write. That sounds like a silly excuse but when you are walking through certain things in life, and with God, there are times when you really don't feel like you can say anything.

We have been back in Canada for almost 4 months now and it has been an interesting time of transitioning, not what we were expecting at all but its just like God.  I'm not sure how the majority of human brains work but mine skips the steps between A-Z and thinks it will jump from A directly to Z. God has spoken so many Words and Promises over our life and we feel that this is the time of stepping into those Words and Promises. I don't exactly know where we are in that process but I'm confident that we have taken a giant leap from A.
The Weaver clan has stepped off the edge of the mountain, taking a leap of faith, we've fallen headlong into the endless arms of grace. We have come to the realization that every word spoken over our life is impossible for us to fulfill on our own.  What Freedom!  Every morning we wake up and find ourselves doing the front stroke in daddy's arms of grace and in the after noon the back stroke.

When you live out of your head and not your heart you will find so many variables to stepping out in faith.  When you live out of your heart and not out of your head you will find so many variables to not stepping out in faith.  I'm not going to lie, somedays are hard but those are usually the days that I have allowed my head to be the front runner instead of my heart.  When you are believing in those things which have yet to manifest and the days keep going by and the bills keep coming in you have to make a decision.  Am I a Israelite that would rather go back to Egypt or am I a Caleb and Joshua who already possessed the promise land before they even set foot there.

Yes, We have left Egypt and the slavery that it held and have stepped eternally into Sonship.  We are taking one step at a time towards the promises of God and the dreams of our hearts and like Caleb and Joshua we echo that the land is good.

Thinking.

If you think you are beaten, you are;
If you think you dare not, you don't;
If you'd like to win, but think you can't,
It's almost a cinch you won't.
Life's battles don't always go
To the stronger or faster man;
But soon or late, the man who wins
Is the man who thinks he can.

-Walter D. Wintle

National Prayer Breakfast

Eric Metaxas shares at the National Prayer Breakfast about the difference between religiosity and true faith. Many American leaders were present including president Obama.

One Thing.

Musical Of Community

My heart long's for true community.  I have had this hunger that has been growing over a long period of time but not knowing what I'm hungering for, until this morning.  I woke up thinking about the early church in the book of Acts.  I went to the online Strong's Lexicon and typed in "One Accord".  The word is only found 12 times in the bible and 10 of those times are in the book of Acts.

The phrase "One Accord" means 'with one mind, with one accord, with one passion'.
But, under the meaning of the word for "One Accord" the lexicon has this paragraph written about the word that I found very interesting.

It said, "A unique Greek word, used 10 of its 12 New Testament occurrences in the Book of Acts, helps us understand the uniqueness of the Christian community.  Homothumadon is a compound of two words meaning to "rush along" and "in Unison".  The image is almost musical; a number of notes are sounded which, while different, harmonize in pitch and tone.  As the instruments of a great concert under the direction of a concert master, so the Holy Spirit blends together the lives of members of Christ's church."

My heart longs for the 'Musical of Community' to break forth like never before.  

Moment's Of Silence Are Part Of The Music

Family Worship Night

2 Days ago we crammed about 60 people into our new house for a time of Love. Love for God and Love for each other. It was an awesome night of food, fellowship and worship. A video can never quite tell the full story but our hope is that these clips will provide a glimpse of how sweet of a night it was.

Justice.

Glory In Myanmar

This is a video of a recent crusade in Myanmar that some friends of ours were involved in. Myanmar has been closed to the gospel but the doors are opening and Gods love is crashing in.

Identity Is Not What You Do, Its Who You Are

If what I do determines who I am then my identity is in a constant state of changing. But if I know my identity, then do, the thing that changes is how I do it. All of us at one point in our lives have been asked the question, "So, What do you do?" implying, what is your job or profession, which there really is nothing wrong with asking. The problem that I am trying to point out is that we have come to a place where what we do defines who we think we are, and who others perceive us to be. What you do is not who you are.

My last name is 'Weaver'. I did not choose this name, I got it because my parents were Weaver's and their parents were Weaver's and so on. And if you trace my ancestry far enough down the line you will find that at some point in history my family received the name of 'Weaver' because it was my great, great, great, great, great grand daddy's profession of being a weaver. You see at some point in history my family got the name and label of 'Weaver' because it was what they did. But what we do is not who we are. You see how ingrained in us this actually is. Our thought patterns are completely backwards resulting in us believing that our value and identity come from what we do.

It actually doesn't matter at all what you do. It doesn't matter how much money you make or the car you drive. It doesn't matter if your making millions as a superstar athlete or a few bucks flipping burgers. What you do is irrelevant! Its about WHO you are. And who you are can't be earned.

It is so important as a believer to understand who you are in Christ and your identity in Him before you are capable of being effective in His kingdom.

Paul says this radical statement in the beginning of chapter 4 of Galatians, ".....that we might be adopted and have sonship conferred upon us [and be recognized as God's sons]. And because you [really] are [His] sons, God has sent the [Holy] Spirit of His Son into our hearts, crying, Abba (Father)! Father! Therefore, you are no longer a slave (bond servant) but a son; and if a son, then [it follows that you are] an heir by the aid of God, through Christ."

We are SONS!!!!!

But Paul Goes on to say in Ephesians chapter 2, ".......And this [salvation] is not of yourselves [of your own doing, it came not through your own striving], but it is the gift of God; Not because of works [not the fulfillment of the Law's demands], lest any man should boast. [It is not the result of what anyone can possibly do, so no one can pride himself in it or take glory to himself.]"

Our working does not produce Identity.

Our profession does not equate to Identity.

We are Sons by Grace!

Whether you like it or not, you did nothing to get the identity that you have in Christ. You do not earn your identity, you receive it.

Receive!